April - the busiest month of the year.

So for some reason, April seems to be the busiest month of the year. Between going to my siblings track meets/7 on 7 football games and helping my mom transport them places, hosting my sister's party, etc, I just don't seem to have any time for anything! Hopefully during the summer, things will be smoother since my siblings will be out of school. Bentley and Rafe are both doing great - growing so fast. Bentley is almsot 22 months, and Rafe is almost 5 months. I can't believe how fast they're growing! I mean, Rafe is going to be crawling soon (God help me!) and Bentley is almost 2. Time is just slipping by!
Levi has enough credits to graduate in December, and hopefully once he has a legit degree, he can get a better paying job with good benefits and I can quit my job and be a stay at home mom. I just don't like how Bentley and Rafe have to be in daycare and stuff all day. It's not fair on them. I mean, I don't know. They'll end up fine, but I just don't like that I have to miss out on a lot of new things Rafe does and things like that. Call it selfish, but that's just how I feel. I mean, besides. Whenever I'm at work, all I can think about it wanting to be at home with them. I would just rather be with them.
Levi and I are talking about another baby. He REALLY wants a girl, so he wants to try again as soon as possible. But I'm not ready, haha. There's no way I'm about to try again for another baby right now. I mean, if I got pregnant right now, that's only 14 months between that baby and Rafe. That's not gonna happen. The 17 month difference between Bentley and Rafe was tough enough! So we decided that we'd revisit the matter in December, when Rafe turns one, and just see how everything turns out with Levi getting a job, etc.